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2004-07-13T15:51:40Z

OK NEW JOURNAL!! i got bored of this s/n quickly.

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Leah

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2004-04-21T21:51:33Z

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1) The singular most boring question: What is your name? Leah
(2) Are you happy with it? sure
(3) Are you named after anyone? my middle name
(4) Are you a prostitute? only on the weekends
(5) Your screenname: im no xx killer, along with many others but thats the one i use mostly.
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? nope
(7) Then what would you name your children? i don't know. i like the names reid and sonya, but i have issues.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your na me be? ew. seth. i'm glad i'm a girl because thats an ugly name..
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who wo uld that be? umm..i don't know, i don't look like a mallory but i like that name.
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your
name constantly? YES IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING. okay, you pronounce it lee-uh, but teachers say lay-uh!! DUDE COME ON IT'S NOT THAT HARD TO DO! and then my math teacher calls me LEE! how the HELL to you get LEE from LEAH??? where do the A and H go? HUH???
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? yes, i could just be Leah, because Weinstein is a boring old jewish man name.

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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight...o_O
(14) Single? yep
(15) Want to be? ehh..not really..but kind of.
(16) Your birthdate: august 14th
(17) Your age: 14
(18) Age you act: depends
(19) Age you wish you were: 16 so i could drive.
(20) Your height: 5'2 =(
(21) The color of your eyes: brown..people say they match my hair,and my hair is auburn, so maybe auburn! hah. i'm retarded.
(22) Happy with it? yea i guess
(23) The color of your hair:wow. i don't know theres like 3. well, my roots growing in which are dirty blonde, and next to the roots it's fading and it's like orangish-blondeish-redish..and then the rest of my hair which is fading auburn/orangish/brownish/reddish. hahaha.
(24) Happy with it? actually..yeah. but i wanna dye it.
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? righty
(26) Your living arrangement? mom, dad, sister.
(27) Your family: what about them?
(28) Have any pets? 2 cats. fudge, kitty. one dog, carmel. ♥
(29) Piercings? ears for now
(31) Tattoos? when i'm older
(32) Obsessions? computer and music
(33) Addictions? computer, music..haha..
(35) Do you speak another language? learning french
(36) Have a favourite quote? not really
(37) Do you have a webpage? i suck at HTML
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(38) Do you live in the moment? sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? nope
(40) Do you have any secrets? plenty
(41) Do you hate yourself? sometimes
(42) Do you like your handwriting? no mine sucks..messy, sloppy, ew. but i don't HATE it, i just don't like it.
(43) Do you have any bad habits? i've got plenty
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? that i have pretty hair. or lmao from mallory and..someone else =/...nevermind..
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? uh..i have no clue.
(46) What's your biggest fear? being alone
(47) Can you sing? no lol
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? nope
(49) Are you a loner? yes
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? i'm not sure yet. right now, school i guess because i've gotta do good if i wanna have a nice life after high school.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? hmm..i dunno..maybe
(52) Are you a daredevil? depends..sometimes
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? lots of things
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? aggressive. but i can be a little passive sometimes
(55) Have you got a journal? tons of em
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? weakness - i block out everyone when something bad happens and basically force myself to be alone even if i don't want to be.
strenght- i've learned to be a strong person now. =) no more weakness. werd. and i don't mean physically, loser..
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? i would worry less
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. Which is the
most important to you? love
(59) How do you vent? listening to music, crying, journals.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? for the most part, but sometimes you just break down and like cry, but after that your not as bad, and i think that means your emotionally strong because some people can't cry and then they just feel like shit all the time and don't get it out of their system. uh-huh.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? well, duh.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? eh..it's been ok..not that great..but not horrible..just..eh..
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? choose the people you trust carefully
(64) What do you like the most about your body? HAHAHAH. nothing. i hate my body. wait, can i say my hair? because i like it and i just got it cut.
(65) And least? my stomach
(66) Do you think you are good looking? no. lol. i mean, maybe i CAN be but i don't try because i have no confidence and always think no one likes me.
(67) Are you confident? meh. not about my looks, but about other things.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? hell if i know
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? yeah
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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? nope
(72) Do drugs? straight edge motherfucker
(73) Read the newspaper? sometimes
(74) Pray? nope
(75) Go to church? nope..i'm jewish! but i don't go to temple haha.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? if im bored
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? haha. i have one, simba from the lion king..had em since i was like 4..and i don't sleep with him but sometimes i put him next to my pillow...or like he's on the edge of my bed..and i wake up holding him..isn't that weird?
(78) Take walks in the rain? sometimes..it's fun!
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? haha..yeah..
(80) Drive? soon!
(81) Like to drive fast? i'm scared, hah, but i don't drive yet..
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? sort of yeah.
(83) Hurt yourself? yeah
(84) Been out of the country? i went to the caymen islands once, on a cruise.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yes
(88) Been in love? yes
(89) Done drugs? no
(90) Gone skinny dipping? ive always wanted to hahah.
(91) Had a medical emergency? yeah
(92) Had a surgery? nope
(93) Ran away from home? well i didn't really run away, i just escaped for an hour or two, to take a walk
(94) Played strip poker? no because i suck at poker and i'd rather not be naked. or i'd wear like 10 layers.
(95) Gotten beaten up? nope
(96) Beaten someone up? Ive hit people before
(97) Been picked on? yeah..
(98) Been on stage? Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date
with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you
faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to
mention your breath ? hmm..can't say that i have..
(100) Slept outdoors? yeah! in a tent in mallory's backyard on her birthday! lol. good times.
(101) Thought about suicide? yeah
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? yes =) but then i fell asleep at 10 am..
(103) If yes, what is your record? like..20..i dunno.
(104) Gone one day without food? yes
(105) Talked on the phone all night? yes it's fun. well only till like 6 am but still
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex
(moms and daddys don't count)? yeah..
(107) Slept all day? yeah! it's cool
(108) Killed someone? nope
(109) Made out with a stranger? nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger? nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy? yup
(112) Kissed the same sex? nope
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? nope
(114) Been betrayed? yup
(115) Had a dream that came true? yep
(116) Broken the law? haha if you count jay-walking, then yeah..and i don't know..a few other things..minor..i litter..shh i throw my gum on the road.
(117) Met a famous person? yes i have
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? nope
(121) On purpose? nope
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes
(146) Stolen anything? yeah i remember stealing a little hat for my doll from this craft store when i was 6 and i got away with it but then i hid it because i didn't want my mom to find out. haha.
(147) Been on radio/tv? yeah the TV when i was like 8 for soccer!
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? hell yeah. fun times.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? of course
(150) Considered religious vocation? no
(152) Bungee jumped? no! but i want to!
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah but they came back a TINY bit different each time. like another detail was added, or changed.

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FAVORITE CLOTHES
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(154) Shoe brand? converse
(155) Brand of clothing? doesnt matter to me
(156) Cologne/perfume? lucky
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans and a shirt, boy shorts and a shirt, or sometimes a skirt. whatever is comfy. SOMETIMES PAJAMAS! yay.
(158) How about parties? i don't go to parties..ok lemme rephrase that..i don't get invited to parties.
(159) Wear hats? sometimes. i'm not a hat person..or i just..don't have any..
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? sometimes, but i feel bad. lol
(161) Wear make-up? when i feel like it, but only eyeshadow/liner/mascara. only the eyes.
(162) Favourite place to shop? anywhere with clothes i like.
(163) Favourite article of clothing? my green and white jacket from hollister because it's a sexy green color.
(164) Are you trendy? nope
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? nooooooooooooooooooooo. well...maybe..then no one would be all judg-y. i would wear guy shorts! haha yay... ok i'm the only one..

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(166) Believe in life on other planets? not really
(167) Miracles? nope
(168) Astrology? yeah..well..sometimes.
(169) Magic? yes
(170) God? yep
(171) Satan? yes
(172) Santa? no
173) Ghosts? yes
(174) Luck? smometimes
(175) Love at first sight? tough. i don't think you truly love someone without knowing anything about them, so i don't think there is love at first sight, but lust at first sight.
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yes, of course.
(177) Witches? wiccan. duh.
(178) Easter bunny? no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? ppffttt no
(181) Do you wish on stars? used to

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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? not really
(183) Do you think God has a gender? hmmm..i dunno..i refer it god as a man. hah.
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? sometimes..people used to believe science thingys based on religion and gods.
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? well. sort of. i think you do whatever you want to do with religion, organized or not.
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? in the ground. hah. i don't know, whatever you believe you do when you die..
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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes
(188) Who is your best friend? mallory
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? michael and mallory.
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? oh please.
(191) Your favourite inside joke? theres wayyy too many
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? my stupid dorky jokes
(193) Who's your longest known friend? mallory =)
(194) Newest? ummm..maybe toni..
(195) Shyest? kristen
(196) Funniest? mallory
(197) Sweetest? i don't know...
(198) Closest? mallory
(199) Weirdest? wow. um. mallory. lol. she is the weirdest person, ever.
(200) Smartest? lucas!
(201) Ditziest? kristen
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? many. so many of them moved! jenn, chelsea, laura, danielle..=(
(203) Last person you talked to online? mike. he's hilarious at 1 am.
(204) Who do you talk to most online? hmm i don't know..
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? i dont talk on the phone with anyone anymore
(206) Who do you trust most? right now...nobody
(207) Who listens to your problems? my journal
(208) Who do you fight most with? i don't really fight with my friends.
(209) Who's the nicest? all my friends are nice
(210) Who's the most outgoing? i'm not really sure. clarissa???
(211) Who's the best singer? amanda!
(212) Who's on your shit-list? kim, megan..angela has been taken off! we had a conversation last week, so now it's OK.
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? yeah lol.
(214) Who's your second family? i guess mallory
(216) Who's the loudest friend? hmm..mallory or clarissa.
(217) Do you trust others easily? nope..i try to now-a-days, but i just trust them enough to be a friend, i don't tell them things..hard to explain.
(218) If you could have one single wish granted what would it be? to have a happy life? i don't know. i can't think of anything. i want to be happy, but i don't want a perfect life because thats no fun, i just don't want a million let downs in one day, and i want friendss and all that good stuff.
(219) Name one person whose arms you feel safe in: FLKLKJFSDLKJFL DSKJ get away. i hate to say it. michael.
(220) Do your friends know you? they know what i tell them..they dont know what goes on in my head some times
(221 ) Friend that lives farthest away: hmm..katie?? well i never met her..soo..well..let's see..i don't know lol. OH! ADRIENNE! she lives like an hour or two north of tampa..i think..or around tampa..
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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section
title? a little.
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? nope
(226) What do you find romantic? when you're with a guy and he just does little things to tocuh you and show sweet affection
(227) Turn-on? humor
(228) Turn-off? cockiness
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in
dating you, how would you feel? flattered, but not interested
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going
"blind"? id rather know someone because id feel more comfortable
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl
to ask a guy out? it is already, i just wish that guys weren't ass holes and it was easier. if it was easier to ask a guy out then i would. it's just guys suck and are all cocky and shit. some.
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically
unattractive? yeah
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? eh. not really. i think like 1 out of every 500 people. lol no, i think a few people do
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? hmmm..i dunno..boyfriends, the ability for them to make you feel safe, warm, happy, and in love all at once when you're in their arms.
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they can hurt you so badly and be such ass holes about it.
(245) Do you read porn? no i don't read it, i've seen it, but who hasn't, it's everywhere
(246) Read the articles? ...
(247) Just the pics? -
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? my dad bought me a cool keychain with my name on it from NY. haha.
(257) Are you in love? no..
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? i dont have one
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw
some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? look and if they looked back, smile.

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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(279) That haunted you? ummmm...no one
(280) You wanted to kill? i don't really know
(281) That you laughed at? mike
(282) That laughed at you? mike
(283) That turned you on? the new kid on friday. i think he's cute.
(284) You went shopping with? my mom
(285) That broke your heart? michael
(286) To disappoint you? my sister
(287) To ask you out? michael and that was about 9 months ago. july 4th. meh.
(288) To make you cry? michael
(289) To brighten up your day? mallory?
(290) That you thought about? michael
(291) You saw a movie with? god. michael. haven't seen a movie since? aren't i fuckign pathetic..
wait no i lied. lmao. i saw jerswy girl with mal and amanda. but it sucked because i was sad.
(292) You talked to on the phone? i don't know, i haven't talked on the phone in a while. wait, mal because she called me to tell me she was picking me up on friday night.
(293) You talked to through AIM/ICQ? last night, mike.
(294) You saw? my dad.
(295) You lost? michael.

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out? no
(338) Will it be with your significant other? I DONT HAVE ONE GOD DAMMIT
(339) Or some random person? kdsjbfkj
(340) What are you wearing right now? navy blue shorts and a less than jake shirt. my pajamas. haha.
(341) Body part you're touching right now: my leg is touching my other leg and my hand just scratched my eyebrow.
(342) What are you worried about right now? homework and all my projects.
(343) What book are you reading? none., trying to find the virgin suicides though
(344) What's on your mousepad? Dell
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: bored,confused,lonely,maybe sad,hungry
(346) Are you bored? yes
(347) Are you tired? yes
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? not right now
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
(350) Are you lonely or content? lonely
(351) Are you listening to music? yeah
(352) What are you getting ready to do? nothing. hah.
(353) Is this survey fun? if you're bored yes
(354) Really? wtf if i say it is then it is
(355) This is the end. yay.

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